Poems.....from a wounded soul.

[Noble 6]

Title: The Soldiers Cry

I lay awake at night, sorrow fills my eyes. But I'm not strong enough to cry. I'm left with no shoulder, although everyone wants to lean on me. I guess I'm their soldier, but who's gonna be mine? Who's there to save the hero, when he's left alone and crying out for help? Who's there to save the hero after he has saved the world? I bottle all my hurt inside, I guess I'm living a lie. What can bring me back to life? A simple word or maybe someone to say that I'm amazing, and that I'm worth it? I've given so much of myself, I feel that I'm becoming empty inside. Sometimes I just wish someone would just come here.and save me, save me from myself..

[Noble 6]

Title: Dreams

I remember when I fell off that building that scraped the sky
When I hit the ground feet first
I remember when the ground turned to quicksand beneath my feet
And time melted so it took forever to get to her That permenate night where all was dark Where there behind me with a knife was a clown that stalked I remember 25 days of Christmas Different gift each day I saw portraits illustrating memories Ones that felt fresh, ones that would always stay Then there were countless hours of making love Blending into eclipses where the only light source were lightening bugs These visions came when I was closest to not living When I was unconscious viewing my brains potential When things were complex and the same time very simple Welcome to my bed and the magic of me dreaming.

[Noble 6]

Title: The Vow


Where are you tonight my love?,
What is it that you do?,
It's true my heart is torn apart,
When I'm not with you, What enchanted thoughts swim through your head?, Are any of them of me?, When, my dear, you go to bed, Is it my face you see? Who is honoured with your presence now?, And do they even care?, The thought of you not being admired , Fills me with despair, Do they appreciate your loveliness?, Do they marvel at your splendor?, Do they love to hear your velvet voice?, Do they adore your smile so tender? If they do not, Then they all are fools, and had you been with me, Every day, my love, you'd be a queen, because that's what you are to me I'm at your feet, and I come with gifts, my body, heart, and soul, They're yours to do with as you please, to command and to control I give myself with all my heart, I'm yours for all of time, Your slave, your king, your anything, only say that you are mine..

[Noble 6]

Title: The One Moment


Sometimes people come into your life & you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are & or who you want to become You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at the very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
and sometime things will happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, & unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming these obstacles that you would have never realized your true potential, strength, will power, or heart
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by mean of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness & sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without this small test, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe & comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people that you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you will become Even the bad experiences are learned from. In fact, they are the most poignant ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love & how to open your heart & eyes to things. Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment & take from those moments everything you could possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before & actually listen... Let yourself fall in love again, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right too. Tell yourself that you are a great individual & believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make your life anything you wish.....Create your own life & then go out & live it with absolutely NO REGRETS. Most importantly, if you love someone tell him or her, for you NEVER know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live. Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.... Was it worth it?

[Noble 6]

A message from my heart to yours,

It's been an act. My tough guy facade, an act. My happy go lucky attitude....its been an act. I'm...I consider myself damaged goods. Honestly, I hate the way I look. I think I'm hideous, I'm so clumsy, I literaly am a walking death trap. I'm always fishing for compliments and I am a hardheaded fool. I'm insecure, and honestly, every negative comment I receive from people...they all kill me a little inside. Nobody knows, but...I have cut myself...pretty badly a few times this year (none because of you), I have no confidence to speak of....I'm an idiot at times
All I do know is this:
I love you so much babe, and i want us to last forever. We spent so long trying to be together, and I just won't give up. I'm going to fight for this. For us with everything I have You and I are best friends, worst enemies, and when you're around me I sometimes forget to breath. You're my Kitten, my Cutiepie.......and someday, I hope to make you my wife.

[Noble 6]

Title: A lifetime of love


"Daddy, is that you, in that coffin fast asleep? Is that you daddy? The same person that made mummy weep? Why are they lowering you into the ground? Come back up! Where it's safe and sound! Daddy, it's been a week. Why haven't you tucked me into bed? You'll never miss a bedtime story At least that’s what you said. Daddy, I'm going into kindergarten! I'm a big kid now Daddy, Mummy said we can get a kitty and the kitty said meow! Daddy, I asked Mummy when you are coming back. She said that I'll see you in heaven! Hey, did I tell you? My birthday's next week I'm going to be seven! Daddy, I know now you're dead. I miss you a lot. At night, sometimes I even cry Daddy, I'm in sixth grade now! Junior High! Daddy, I have a crush and he's really cute. Was Mum ever hot? Did she really play the flute? Dad, I'm going to college now, I hope you like Yale I'm going to be a doctor, helping people to prevail. Dad, guess what? I'm marrying Scott. Oh and I'm pregnant! Eight months is a lot! Hey, Dad it's a boy. Jack is so cute. Is it just me or am I that unappealing? Dad, Scott wants a divorce. Does he know what I'm feeling? Jack’s going off to college today Dad, it'll be just me now that Jack's away. Dad, I've got cancer, the same kind as yours. Chemotherapy is draining, and of course there's no cure. Dad, I think I'll see you again in a short while But at least my life was very worthwhile. People can't say you were never here for me Dad, 'cause you were here my whole life, when I needed you in my heart you would be."

[Noble 6]

Title: My Heart Belongs to You.


No river's span is quite as vast,
No mountain's reach so high.,No rose's scent is quite as sweet,
As the love I hold inside.
Every time I see your face and, Every time you smile,, Every time I kiss your lips,, My love grows all the while I’m the luckiest man to walk the earth, To know a love like yours, Loving is so easy now, You’ve opened my heart’s doors. And I'll love you until my life has ceased, And still more with my soul, Because that fateful day we met, My heart you forever stole.

[Noble 6]

Title: Just a Question


Have you ever wanted to cry; to see who would wipe away every tear; have u ever wanted to cut yourself; to see who would kiss the cuts; have u ever wanted to scream; to see who was listening; have u ever wanted to runaway; to see who cares enough to follow u; have u ever wanted to die; to see who would go to ur funeral?

[Noble 6]

Title: Just me

I really can't picture anyone having a crush on me. I can't picture someone thinking about me before they fall asleep, or telling their friends about me. I can't picture anyone getting butterflies because I said hi to them, or even just smiled at them. I can't picture someone smiling at the computer screen or their cell phone when we're talking. I mean like.....why would they even do that? I'm just me. Nothing extraordinary, or special....I'm Just the guy you love.

[Noble 6]

Title: An apology

♡ Too often we don't realize what we have until it's gone. Too often we're too stubborn to say, ''Sorry, I was wrong.'' Too often it seems we hurt the ones closest to our hearts, and we let the most foolish things tear us apart..

[Noble 6]

Title: how could you


From the Dog’s Point of View: When I was a Puppy, I entertained YOU with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your "Child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad", you’d shake your finger at me and ask, "How could you?" –But, then you'd relent and roll me over for a belly rub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on it together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream ( I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs" you said ), and took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day. Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited patiently, comforted you though heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love. She, now is your wife, is not a "dog person" --still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy. Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate. Oh how I wanted to love them, but I became a “prisoner of love." As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears, and gave me Kisses on my nose. I loved everything about them and their touch --because your touch was now so infrequent --and I would have defended them with my life if need be. I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams. Together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway. There had been a time when others asked you if you had a dog, and you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf. Now, you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that doesn't allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family," but there was a time when I was your only family. I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said, “I know you will find a good home for her." They shrugged and gave a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog, even one with "papers." You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed, “No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all of life. You gave me a good-bye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you. You had a deadline to meet and now I have one, too. After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about the upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another home. They shook their heads and said, “How could you?” They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow. They feed us, of course, but I lost my appetite days ago. At first whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you that you had changed your mind --that this was all a bad dream. Or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me. When I realized I could not compete for attention with the frolicking of the happy, young puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited. A Sad Dog Story –Pg 2 I heard her foot steps as she came for me at the end of that fateful day, and I padded along beside her down the aisle to a separate room, a blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table and rubbed my ears, and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The “prisoner of love” had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her, and I know that, the same way I knew your every mood. She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her check. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing though my body, I lay down sleepily, looked in her eyes and murmured in my dog way, "How could you?" Perhaps because she understood my dog speak, she said, "I'm so sorry." She hugged me, and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself --a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place. And with my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not directed at her. My Beloved Master, I will think of you and wait for you forever. May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.

[Noble 6]

Title:the end


My room is dark, my heart is cold, Reason of death will never be told. I ignored all of the reasons to live that run through my head, The only thing I want now is to be dead. My life has been pointless, Torture and hell, My future now only God can tell. I grab a gun and shoot to my heart, This is not the end only a new start. I pray I go to heaven and not to hell, but if not then......oh well. Good bye to the few people that truly did care, I know that to you this must be selfish and unfair, But living was worse than what I could bare... Bye babe don't worry I will take care of you from wherever I go.

[Noble 6]

So what do yall think?

[Isis]

....wow....not bad. Dark, kinda, but not bad.....

[Noble 6]

If someone loves you they'll fullfill your every need without a thought or second of hesitation , but then again if you love them you'd only have one need ; for them to love you<3